Issue Of Breath

 Issue Of Tears

I saw You out my window, you seemed to float right by, my soul screamed, "Please help me, but all that came out was, I want to die. 

I wished I could fly, I hold myself back to jump out of this window and try, it's been too long, it costs too much, it hurts nonstop I can't anymore.  I ran out, dried up and now I cry your tears, for you. Because all I ever wanted, soul heart and mind, was for you to be there, just be there, and I would be fine.  

Because if you say you'll be there, you will.  But why, do you stay away so long, so long, why do you stay away so long while they beat me in the street, why do you turn away from me, why can't we meet. 

That means, all I need to do is drag, pull, will myself further out to you, ignore the crowded road of death, that invites so loudly, while the invisible sword of relief quietly hovers. 

Please remind me why I try, my life runs out my eyes. 

If one look can save her, if just one word from you can redeem, one smile can sweep her aches away,, one laugh can remove death.  One tear, sets an angel army to flight. 

That means ..

YOU ARE THE SAVIOR

MOVE OUT OF MY WAY, THE CROWD PARTS LIKE THE SEA, MOVE YOUR BIG TOE IT IS TRYING TO SUFFOCATE ME.  I HAVE to get to Him, because He walks on Galilee, because He spoke one word to her and now I see her walking free. I KNOW HE LOVES ME! 

THE LIAR IS A THIEF! 

MOVE OUT OF MY WAY!  I'm so sick of playing 

Because he ONLY He. Can heal me. 

But I have to get to you.  I have to. Why?

Because I have one day before I die, my air is giving out, I cannot breathe without you there. You were always near, because the heart can't die, it cannot live forever either, but it never hurts to try. 

So please don't ignore me, I know I am dark and dim, but you are my Savior, so I'm climbing over sin, get behind me satan,

I'm crawling to touch Him.